Just a feeling or a feeling of knowing...
Some people are blessed with a gift of looking into the future. They can tell the future, they can see things that may happen to someone and are able to tell others of those experiences. To me I truly believe that this is a possibility and there is one time that really stands out for me when I knew that something had happened to a family member.
I had been in hospital after suffering a miscarriage along with complications after surgery went wrong. The day I suppose was like the other days that I had spent in there, trying to recover when something strange washed over me.
It was a really weird feeling and I found the need to call my parents. There was something wrong and I knew it had to do with my sister. I knew that there was a problem...
I convinced the nurses that I could walk down the hall to the telephone and I really needed to do this by myself without anyone with me. I'm not sure why, but the need to call was urgent and I didn't want people thinking I was loony or something.
Nervously I took a deep breath and I can still remember to this day what happened next. I slipped the money into the slot and dialed...
The first thing I asked my mother when she answered the phone was if my sister was ok. I knew that there had been an accident but I didn't know all the details.
What she said shocked me... because up till then I wasn't sure if I had really known or whether it was my thoughts going crazy from all the meds the doctors had me on. But she told me that there had been an accident... telling me what I already knew...
I told her it had been raining and my sister had slid through the round-a-bout in a small place in northern New South Wales on the way to see mum....
I was astounded that everything I told mum had happened... and it had happened when I felt the need to call my mother to see if my sister was ok...
When my mother assured me that everything was ok, that my sister was safe and the car was not as good as it could be, I felt relief that I had felt what I had and knew to call... My mother was shocked that I had already known and could even tell her the time of the accident. I'm not sure if that is looking or being able to tell the future but it certainly was something that I had felt happen in the present...
Toni
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